screw this.

I always thought best friends meant "forever" not "until someone better comes along." I just miss being your best friend, I miss being your friend period. I really wish we could start over, but you're too consumed with being "popular." It's sad really. You just ditch your best friend since knee high for "someone better."

life's a bitch

I want you to talk to me again, i miss you, i cant believe youre gone because i didnt feel the same way as one of your friends.. i wish we were still bestfriends but i guess i was never that to you, you'd rather have a guy best friend. and i just didnt cut it.

woopsies.

So I sorta, kinda, maybe like you more than I had originally planned.

lol

I miss being your friend so damn much. I'm too proud to admit it. I hate just walking past you with just a nod of acknowledgment. I want you to tell me you miss me too!

it's simple.

Guys drink to forget about girls & girls drink to think back about the guy. When guys are in love, they become poor & when girls are in love they become pretty. Guys can forget but can’t forgive, girls can forgive but can’t forget. Guys break up when they feel love from another girl, girls break up when they feel separation from their man. Guys feel curiosity from all girls & girls feel curiosity towards guys who have feelings towards them. When guys are heartbroken, they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl. And when girls are heartbroken they try to find characteristics in another guy. Guys wish to be her first love, & girls wish to be his last.

HAHA

I hate being alone so much I almost thought about being your friend again, but that would make the respect I have for myself plummet. So that's a no go. Someday you'll get a reality check. I'll be waiting for that laugh.

just listen.

Sometimes when I really need someone to talk to. They don't listen, they care too much about their own problems.

hello.

I love you more then I've ever loved anyone, and as a friend I trust you with my life. But if we were to actually be together, I wouldn't be able to trust you for a single fucking second.

haha..

I think I am afraid of relationships, or guys. If it seems that a guy actually starts flirting with me, i freak out & avoid them. Even if i think they're cute. The guys I like never like me. I think I won't have a boyfriend in high school.

mistake

I confessed to you that I had a crush on you when I first met you, but only for a short while. I lied. I've been in love with you since. I've tried so hard to replace you, but honestly I could never leave you because you've been my best friend for the longest time. I swear, we'd be perfect together. You'd be able to see it if you just opened your eyes for once instead of being so shallow.

CAUSE.

You say you want to stop partying but you're out right now, getting drunk off your ass. Stay true to yourself and stick to your words. I'm your friend and I care about you a lot but it looks like you're not even trying to stop.

FUCKINGSHIT.

Yeah, I did it. I fell for the one person I can't have. What am I going to do?

boredhoe

"Flirting is a habit for those who are single. It's their way of saying I'm free. But for those who are committed, it's their way of saying I'm bored."

I don’t think anyone knows what I’m going through right now. It’s the most hardest thing I have ever done in my life. And the thing is, my friends have no clue. That’s exactly why I haven’t been social lately. I don’t want to tell them. I can’t tell them. I just hope they’ll still accept me for who I am…

jealousy gets to me.

Yeah, fine I'll admit I'm jealous.

I'm jealous that other people can make you smile. And I get even more jealous when they can make you smile in a different way than I make you.

TAE YANG. (drools)

be mine. be mine. be mine. you hot peice of korean skin!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vN65zz1EZrA

wondering.

Do you ever wish you could die, but be alive at your funeral. Just to see who would be there. Just to see who would cry.

waste.

everyone thinks of me as this strong, independent woman who will never let a man get her down and i willingly classify myself under that persona...on the outside, at least. but on the inside...well, you fucking tore me apart. there is not one bit of me that feels as strong, alive, faithful, or whole as i seem. not one fucking bit. and it's all because of you.

ahhwell.

It hurt a lot when I realized that I was left out of the loop by my friends when I was trynna get focus, like I didn't matter to them.

good joke

When black people started wearing their pants down low, white people called it ‘saggin’. Spell saggin backwards. Sneaky ass white people!!

LO fucking L.

cuhrazy.

It drives me crazy how, you can just flirt with me and fill my head with all those sweet little nothings. Yet still be with her.

Is it too much to ask?

“I want a boy who will tell me when I’m being stupid. Who won’t baby me with his words. A boy who will still give time to his friends. A boy who will tell me ‘No’. He will watch stupid movies with me, but makes me watch his favorites also. A boy who’s willing to drop everything to be with me, but knows when to let it be. A boy who will know he’s important to me, but won’t mind when I change my plans to help someone out. I want a boy who’s enjoyable to look at, he doesn’t have to be gorgeous. I just want someone who I can pay attention to. A boy who will randomly bring me food, cause he knows I love to eat. A boy who can make jokes about me, a boy that I can laugh with. Someone who wont mind when I even embarrass myself. A boy who will buy me something, something I would actually want, none of that jewelry crap. Someone who doesn’t do everything I ask but when it comes to something important I can count on him to be there. Someone who I don’t feel threatened by. A boy who has other friends that are girls, but I can trust him with them. A boy who will know when to leave me alone when I have my stupid fits. A boy who I can just sit with. I don’t need the whole fairytale deal; I just want to feel comfortable.”

before

Reading our old msn conversations are much more interesting than fanatics. It gives me hope that one day we'll have a picture perfect romance for our own storyline.

Damn..

I have friends. In fact, I have so many of them. I have had and have best friends. But none of them seem to treat me one. I just want a friend, a friend who will accept me for my flaws and will be TRUE to me as I will be with them. Even just one.