Sunday, November 22, 2009

yo, guess what?

I give up. okay? you win. I don’t want to compete. I never wanted to compete about who’s happier or who’s better off. I give up on trying to be nice and trying to be bestfriends again. i don’t want to be nice. it’s hard being nice. I don’t want to be friends if it’s going to be this hard. it’s hard watching you self-destruct. it makes me feel like the person I liked died somewhere in between. I don’t want to be a part of your life anymore. maybe then you would stop your shit and see what you’re doing to yourself.

This is probably not the place for this, because I’m writing this to tell you that I’m finally over you. So you don’t have to be afraid anymore and we can be best friends again. Right? I’m sorry I went batshit crazy when you turned me down.

Jeleel.

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