he ain't my "world"

im gonna go on in life and lie like im happy, it seems to fool everyone.

I'm trying so hard not to care but you're happy now and it's not fair. and I can deny that this whole thing's not happening. but to hold it inside.. it's killing me. just when I thought that I was getting strong, I see you with her - I was wrong. thinkin we would be lovers, but you don't look at me that way. as much as I hate to admit this, but I think we should just leave each other alone, so I won't see right through your games and shit. but i know, im still going to live by it, each and every fuckin day.

even though you're the world's biggest asshole, im still down.

jeleel