raw shit pt.2

you said you had a photographic memory, but apparently, you forgot that honesty begins by being real with yourself and the ones you claim you love. the truth cannot be hidden. what’s clouded in darkness will always come to light, my love you should have known that. claiming you saw my light so clearly and brightly. i guess shit happens, i just wish it wasn’t me. and I guess it’s so much better to have loved and lost then to never have loved at all. i know that’s some easy shit to say, but I’m still going to try and live by it. i’m still going to put my faith to rest in it. i will sleep on dry pillows now. in a bed big enough to love myself in. i will awake these coming mornings with my eyes dry and shining full of the knowledge. i am priceless. and worth nothing but honesty. i will remove the scarlet letter from my chest and take the hand of the little girl I used to be and say I’m sorry to her, i’m sorry for cheating you out of the joy you have always deserved. and I will wait for a man to come along that can give me the truth of how much he can really love me.

HOLLA.