now I know

I wish you were invisible. Cos when you're visible, i'm miserable.

my day was fine till I heard from you.. "(...) keeps asking me if you've talked about him recently" that kept my hopes up real high. but then I had to listen to my girl when she said, "don't get your hopes up too high, hes stupid" and it's true. "cos I don't want her to get hurt" like wdf! it's kind of a little too late for that now. "your just a shallow asshole tht wont give one girl a chance" my girl was right. you can't like me, your bestfriend, but you like your other bestfriend cos why? cos she's way hotter right? bullshit. my girl's right. im the girl whose chill with all the guys, who doesnt talk shit about her friends.. but she talks shit about everyone.. just for the fun if it. i was there first. im the original and shes just a duplicate.. you're just too blind to see. i've been chopped and screwed by my bestfriend. oh wait, I can't call him that anymore..

I wish you were gone from here
and not decide to re-appear.
jeleel